what happened to the world? today’s music? the lifestyle of the kids nowadays? I fucking hate it. No body famous can stay true to hip hop and rap any more. Look at our city what has it come to, we have drugs all around, nobody gives a fuck, and there are unnecessary assaults to innocent people. my favorite artist once wrote:

Life moves pretty fast,
You don’t stop and look around once awhile you could miss it.
Look, I’ve been away from my city, the city’s changes aint pretty
Theys still be playing the dizzy.
Forgotten corners, the city’s forgotten its warriors,
Who died young, i aint taking the sun is shining before us.
I rhyme, rotten bodies spread lies in the boarders of concrete and glass
Foul hearted police aiming their gas.
My head hangs low but beats my hope goes slaying the past
And days i couldn’t glade to the pack.
We the same kids they’d be sending to invade Iraq, and the per say to crack.
I got that Gray Goose and OJ in the glass.
The last day before my cousin hit the pen down the swing,
I came back to the town just to be down with the king.
And love is surrounding it seems,
Just then he find out it his baby cousin fell off a balcony.
Images of involving paradise is drowning me.
Lost souls and I can’t let go until no
The same scenario that rules double bello
Black, brownted yellow
Southsiders tell the devil hello
And heaven by and it hurts to much to ask why.
From places of plenty to the space with no pity the force is changing our city,
One day at a time.
If I don’t change whats been given,
What can I say to my children who gonna be claiming this city,
One day at a time.

I hear this and i think of our sad broken town. I don’t know what to think or do anymore, luckily i have music to take me away. When i have my music on i don’t have a care in the world, the one time i don’t have a thought in my mind. Just blank and having a good time, take that away I will probably die right there and then. Music is my life and my heart. everything else is just little bits of me. Girls: Forget it, i have no time to deal with drama. Cars: Always there for me. Friends: always have my back but I never see any of my real friends. But music is always there. wont hurt me, always there, and always knows what to say. Sorry if you took the time to read this and i doesn’t make sense, I’m just ranting.

when the girl of my dreams says she is willing to work towards a second chance after I fucked up over a year ago(: patients works maybe I should try it more often<3